First Achievement In 2010

It has always been my dreams to become a lecturer and this last couple of weeks i had the privillege to teach.
You could say that i always have this desire to somehow involve in our educational system, but i just don't have any clue or the courage and i don't really have time to study for a master degree or accomplish an academic degree such as: sarjana pendidikan
.... Okay, okay it was lame, i know, just bunch of excuses :P
But all those excuses didn't just suddenly pop up out of nowhere, imho, if i want to do something i can't just do it with careless attitude, i have to prepare, at least i must have a basic or the background, and i never had any one of those so u could just say that it was a hidden desire :D
Since i never had the courage to open the door i put it aside, but suddenly a friend of mine come rushed in and asked me to be his subtitute lecturer
Woaah, the door had opened it self or i should just say, a friend had opened the door for me!!
lucky for me he was in a rush so i didn't really have time to think a lot, all those excuses were banned and replaced with the greedy lust of having an oppurtunity :D
But on second thought, maybe if he was offering instead of asking, i would decline hahahaha
It was nerve racking at first, but as the time goes by i manage to do it!
yippie!
Now that the first door had opened, the next question is: will i be able to open the second door?